* Exhale inhale exhale inhale repeat* Well.. I feel better having had said that. For the most part aside from the break up I feel really good Will and I had a really long conversation last night and I have a secret that I can' tell none of ya'll XD.. *laughs oh so evilsihly* Damn I wish I could *sarcasm* but. I can't ^_^ .

* dances around with her secret oh so secretively* You still can't see >_>. I cleaned my bathroom today.. it took me hours.. and well it looks nice now.I threw out tons of stuff and put the trash can out in the garage so the damn hag can't put used toilet paper in it. and yeah THAT kind of used paper * gags* I've been wonderin g why it smells horrible in there ~_~;..

Quote for a secret"this is my erection, rod and surly true, 6 inches or so he stands todays wearing his balloon shoes, this is my erection, he wears a little cap, yes here he is today and his name is hank, yes this is my erection, it's him i like to -ank "

Sunday, March 10, 2002

02:25 a.m.

Yay I think my lip is finally healing =3 I can kiss ! * kisses every one * Yummi !!!!! this is da best =3. Super duper happiness. *sighs * ok and now for teh fun part. I'm bored.. so bored.. bored bored.. waiting for my favorite person to message me. but you know. Poor Pete his computer got royally fucked up x_x;... .*sighs* Ok I've had enough of talking so.. uhh.. I'm still alive.. and Jeremiah sucks major horse shit

Quote for a swollen lip"Actually no Quote. EVery one just down load change the world byV-6 it rawks =3"

Saturday, March 9, 2002

02:24 a.m.

*yawns* It's about the time that I'd normally be signing off of awakeness.. but not the internet time. but I feel obligagted today to say what happened to me. As usual I got up and I was misserable, I was lonely and unhappy. my knees hurt and my lip was swollen and burning.. just like it has been all week * curses diet soda * . Later in the day.. Jeremiah comes on and he yells at meabout my opinions and puts me down. He thinks I want to marry a rich man and move to japan and be supported al my life.. but he's wrong. I only want to marry a wealthy man so I can focus all of my energy on our children and be the best possibel mother that I can. AndI don't want to live in Japan.. even if I love it I know that I couldn't fit in tbecause forigeners aren't very popular, and I don't fluently speak the launguage, so I'll settle on a honey moon there .. Sure it isn't much but it's the absolute best thing that can happen for me .

Even further into the day I got a message from my favorite person in the world.. it made me so happy happy in ways taht well.. I don't think that I can put into words for you people to read, and I'm sorry for that but hell that's just how it is .

Ragnarok is evil. I'm really unhappy about what has happened because I put a lot of work into my character and stuff.. I had 13 levels and several thousand zenny.. it's so wrong that they did what they did ~_~;.. *twitches* I dont think I'll be playing that game again any time soon since I can't trust the damned thing.

Quote for sleep"Snooger Booger cheese frump tunkretle smatchers "

Thursday, March 7, 2002

12:09 p.m.

Well Damn I was about to go and apologize about not making an entry for the last three days but I gess some one likes me and decided to give me a good excuse , i.e. the server change that occured. But that's not why I haven't been around to be honest with you, I just haven't felt like doing anything,.. just wandering around my home feeling lonely wondering what I'm doing, running on auto-pilot. I talk and I don't think It's like I'm some kind of clone and that clone is talking to you right now.. damn my head hurts

If I'm lucky Pete might have his web cam set up today *crosses her fingers* ifI'm luckier Joe will have his up too *crosses her toes* And if I'm REALLY REALLY lucky Shara * My new pen pal I wrote her first a couple days ago =B * will have her letter to * crosses her eyes and completes the stupid look* .

Tee hee... Ragnarok is an addictive game but it's prettystupid . The way it looks sort of bothers me but wen you die you just goback to where you saved with out loosing anything so taht's a plus but getting around is a bitch.. damn damn damn that * throws a rock at it * . But thanks to that game It hink I'm becomming better friends with Fenix. Which is great because I mkind of like having better friends than just a whoooole load of aquaintances *_*;; . *sniffles*

My allergies are still flarring.. some one send me a gas mask quick T_T;...

Quote for the last 4 days >_>;;"Ragnarok SUCKS"

Yeah that's mine but it's just the truth so get off my ass O_o

Sunday, March 3, 2002

12:39 p.m.

Oook.. Yesterday was kind of bad there was a lot of pollen and my allergies were having a field day.. unfortunately it was in my nose x_x;.. . anyways Alexi and Trunksie were here too and I didn't really want to see them by the time they'd gotten here but I tried to make the best of the situation and enjoy their company. My Dad is so nice to me.. he bought us pizza and chips.. and soda . Oh.. And Trunksie likes foot massages from me a lot>_>;.. a lot lot . *Chuckles* I should charge him for it I think . We also raced Chocobos on FFX >> Alexi beat my time but that didn't really bother me, if she had gotten hit by one less bird or gotten one more ballon I would've had the sun sigil I needed but she didn't so oh well . And also.. Trunksie told me my house smelled.. and later when he was going to use my bathroom there was a lovely surprise under the seat that I didn't know abou.. I'm so damn embarassed about this but I know it isn't my fault. the god damnhag probably used the bathroom ~_~ ;; .. Oh and Trunksie has a sexy bely and a cute treasure trail too XD I love to touch that .

But the high point of my day was when I inally made my long distance phone call that was absolutely marvelous . Great beyond words * hovers*.Err.. and that reminds me.. We kind of fucked around with Pete's head.. but hell.. we were just playing and I'm glad he isn't angry at me, btu then again maybe I can call this revenge for all the silly jokes he makes to me on the phone.

Today though.. I get to recover from all of this crap adn clean my room.. Rest mostly.. I'm tired and feeling sick. Oh and I also did a lot of work to make my quote look the way it does, So ENJOY.

Quote.. Nah.. it's a song. "

Today my plans are as follows,.. shower, finish laundry clean up home further..possibly make a long distance phone call . Die when friends arrive and regret my stupidity in inviting them over . *shakes her head* what the hell was I thinking when I did that ?...

Quote for stuff"I'd buy you a drink but I'd be jealous of the straw"

I am worth exactly: $1,562,010.00